Challenge: [Write a letter to someone telling them something you are afraid to tell them...you can address it secretly.] I hate you and you know why I hate you for all the times you made me cry I hate you for leaving your kids with me, Claiming that there was a whole world out there for you to see You tell me my hate you don't understand But yet you apologize for turning me over to your man I still hate you and you know why, I'll bury the pain when one of us dies Re'Keta Kitchen Table Ceo™ All the little journals I had of my feelings inside. Hidden because you wanted to see them, hidden because I had something to hide. I always wrote in my journal because... I lied to you, you knew that just as well, but I felt I had to. You read one page of something I did not want to share, the rest of the pages were shredded, so the lies were still there. I couldn't speak to you about what was in it, although now you know. The whole bad side of me I didn't want to show. You were a good man and took care of me too, but my selfishness took over and I was unfaithful to you. Our relationship ended because I didn't want to lie anymore, and I didn't want to try anymore. I'm sorry...but I don't regret thinking only of myself then, because learned from my mistakes and none of it mattered in the end. I am deeply sorry for the things I had done, but you know as well that you are not the perfect one. Written by © Chrystal The entire contents of this site is copyrighted. Please do not use it without prior permission from the owner or author. |
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